Kamis, 02 Juni 2011

where is part of my heart

Life is not easy to understand. Tonight I feel lonely. I give everything, but they never understood it. I sacrifice everything till I never keep save myself. I feel like in the jail. Which something I do by myself. I don't know why it's in me. Outdoor, every people happy, fun and love me like father to his children. But here.....!!! Oh my God why is the problem is so heavy for me. But I beleive there is something that you'll give to me. Actually I hate, refuse it but I cann't. Sometimes I wanna over my life, I wish this's not long time. I wanna cry, angry, gone...............................................!!!! How upset my mind now.
May be I have to be quiet enough understand at all. Now I have to more careful to speak, to do, to act. How break my heart. I want to lose it............................................!!!
Oh my god give me a good way to solve my debt. I want leave them to have quiet heart future. Who can understand me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
hahahahahahahahaha it's my true friends everywhere I am.
just hhahahahhahhahahhahahahhah the simple way loosing upset.
Praying, reciting Qur'an I miss you, I miss everything in the cottage. When I get it again..........................!!!???
If I can make another person calm, Who can make me calm..........???

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